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Wednesday, December 16, 2009
11:12 PM

Tamat

I know i know third post in less than hour.

Its to make up for the lack of posts past few days.

But promise, this is the last one for the day.

Okay, here are some stuff that happened recently.

I got another piercing, nothing unusual, just another one above the one i already had.

I found out something i'd rather not know about an old friend i'm not in contact with anymore

And, bonus, I woke up late this morning and then i fell down right outside my bedroom door, and now my back and butt hurts like crap,

Okay thats all folks, me is heading to the bed to catch some sleep.

p.s bestfriend, tc of yourself please. I'm worried, but i have no idea what to do or how to help. So please please take care.

11:03 PM

Transparency

Another quite-accurate quiz result.

What is your temperament?

Melancholy.

You are a deep ocean and just as violent. You are emotional and thoughtful, artistic and musical. Even if you don't draw or play an instrument, art and music play a big part in your life. You are talented and creative. You are philosophical and poetic. Sometimes that means you create a piece of art or poetry, and sometimes it means you have a new idea or a new way of approaching something. You are always an original. You underestimate yourself and are sensitive. You put others before yourself. You feel their pain. When someone has a problem, they come to you. Not to solve it, but to cry with them. You are analytical and conscientious. Even with all this analysis you are idealistic. You appreciate beauty. You see things others miss, and can feel a problem coming like a chill before the rain. You are orderly and organized and strive for perfection in everything you do. You value things, people, resources. You are very focused on the details. You make friends cautiously and the friends you have are few and very close to you. You are very faithful and devoted. You value loyalty and can become resentful if betrayed. You seek out special people who see your depth and beauty and they travel with you for long friendships. You have a deep concern for other people and will listen to their complaints. People rely on you. Introvert: The Resident Genius.

10:38 PM

Left out

I just realised something. Its not very groundbreaking or anything like that but apparently, i am one of the very few malay girls left who has never been in a relationship before. I mean, i kinda knew this all along, subconsciously at least. But today, i tried to think anyone i know who's my age, female, malay and never had a relationship before. And i couldnt think of anyone.

BLANK.

Friday, December 11, 2009
6:09 PM

Warning: depressing content

Guess what.
I think i've said this over and over again but seriously i cant help it. I miss going out for real. Like really spending the whole day outside and not just a pathetic two hours and having to ruch home afterwards. And still getting the unhappy faces when i reach home.
Sometimes i just feel like running away from this whole mess.
I might, one day.
When i find the courage to actually stand up and defend myself from everyone else.

Anyways what will you do if someone you thought you knew turned out to be someone, or rather, something else?

Sorry for the rather depressing post above. Now that i've gotten that all out, lets blog properly.

I'm in need of some serious retail therapy.
If only i have the finances to support this really really necessary need.
Then i'll go crazy, i'll attack all the places that i've not gotten a chance to spend from. Places where i just enter, walk one round, and then leave cos i cant afford a thing in there.

Alright then, its 6.15 and i need to leave for tampines now.
Bye2 and happy weekends!

2:59 PM

Ergh.

Wanna curl up and rot.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009
6:10 PM

Happy daisies

Lesson's at 730pm.

So here i am in the library once again at this time, when in fact, i would usually be rushing home with the 6oclock crowd.

I've got a stack of magazines beside me, to accompany me in this next hour of waiting.

These three days in the lab have been one of the worst ones. All because i have nothing much to do. And maybe even that is an understatement. I barely have any reasons to be in the lab.

Until just now that is.

My precious delivery has arrived before schedule, and now i can start on the rest of my MP experiments.

Come tomorrow, i'll be busy busy busy as a bee.

"Realize that true happiness lies within you.

Waste no time and effort searching for peace and contentment and joy in the world outside.

Remember that there is no happiness in having or in getting, but only in giving.

Reach out. Share. Smile. Hug.

Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself."

- Og Mandino

Monday, December 7, 2009
8:39 PM

Mars and venus

It occured to me these past few days, how easy it is to spot a guy who's stressed. What i mean to say is, how obvious guys are when they have something on their mind or when they're angry about something. Maybe its just how they are made, they're more transparent about how they feel. Whereas for us girls, we tend to keep it to ourselves, maybe confiding only to our bestfriends during a phonecall at the end of the day.

And i got this feeling that my eyes are begging me to not look at this small monitor for atleast a week. Hahahahaaaaaaaaaa.

1:01 PM

Over-hang

My head and my eyes hurts, i feel like i'm having a hangover. Even though i wouldnt know how that would actually feel like. Probably worse than this though. I had tonnes of sleep during the weekends, and this hangover thingy is maybe the side effects of all that sleep.

At my lunch break now, and my lab partner here is sliding down the rails. Right in front of the tennis courts, for the whole world to see. Very mature ron.

Twix-ing and blogging and now i'm off to the lab again.

Ciao everyone and have a good week ahead.

Sunday, December 6, 2009
7:26 PM

What was i thinking

Even a half hour would have been more than enough.

But apparently even that's too difficult for you right.

Thanks a lot.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009
7:06 PM

LOL

Ignore the guy's face lah eh.

Dr Phil's personality test thingy on fb.

Its so outrageously true, that its kinda abit freaky too.

Except probably the second sentence, the rest of it is all spot on.

Scary seh.

Oh oh, something random i heard from simpsons awhile back.

"All pumpkins are racist. The difference is, i admit it."