Too many things to say.

I dont know where to start.

I dont know what to feel.

I dont know what to do anymore.

I'm confused.

Bila cinta kini

Tak lagi bermakna

Yang ku rasa kini

Hanyalah nestapa

Di tinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan

Manisnya janjimu

Dan ku sambut itu

Dengan segenap hatiku

Bila engkau pergi

Tinggalkan ku

Hilangnya cintamu

Menusuk hatiku

Hingga ku memilih

Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu

Merobek jantungku

Hingga ku terjatuh

Dalam harapan

Hilangnya cintamu

Menusuk hatiku

Hingga ku terjatuh

Dalam harapan

Dalam harapan

All I know is I want and have to get myself a bicycle after Jan payday.

I've got one sister nagging me to go to bed. One mother doing that also. Another sister wanting to play with my phn. A brother not bothered n just doing what boys do. And a father who's still not talking to me.
Hahaha. Hilarious family.

Ayah, I dont really get why ure not talking to me. Apa salah Ann? Its not as if we dont always talk like that. And now u're reacting this way. Rmbr the time when you said others were too sensitive. What about yourself then? I dont wanna be rude but oh well, this isnt exactly e first time and I'm not the first to get this silent treatment. But I know this time I'm too tired to be the one who always have to restart the connection again and again. So i'll just leave it to you ok.

And yes my parents (and relatives) call me Ann since young. My parents. Only. I bet no one knows this.

Gonna head to bed now. Ok technically I am on my bed alrdy. Whether I can slp at this time is another story altogether. Tomorrow's gonna be a new start for me. Wish me luck everyone.

Goodnight! :)

Short, but enough i think. To lepaskan rindu. Didnt get to spend much time in the waters, but its ok. There's always another time.

Just a small note here for the bestfriend. I'm sorry if I havent really been myself the past days. I hope you dont kecil hati...

And here we go again, a new start, a new surrounding, new people.

Two more days to a new life. Lets hope that this time I'm staying for more than a short while.

"Communication. It’s the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words, and really start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say or how to ask for what we really need."

Got this off my bestfriend's site. True for me.

Oh. Is it me or is there more and more people with dr. dre headphones now. I keep seeing them everywhere.

Not the first time that I went into the shop, and went out right after.

Blergh.

I want melted marshmallows with nutella.

And strawberries.

Someone get me strawberries pleasee.

Nobody can remove hurt except Allah. Even if someone tries to cause you any hurt, stay firm in your belief and remember that no one can cause you any pain if Allah does not desire it for you

And if Allah touches you with hurt, there is none who can remove it but He; and if He intends any good for you, there is none who can keep back His favour; He brings it to whom He pleases of His servants; And He is the Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.

Qur'an , Surah Yunus 10:107

Hei everybody. How's everyone reading this doing?
In case anyone's wondering, I'm fine. Sihat Alhamdulillah. I've been spending most of my time with my family now. And trying to meet up with some friends before the 20th.

I assume I've got many happy civil servant friends now uh. Happy goobers. Could have been there, but I made my decision. So nvm its ok. Insyallah next year I'll get my turn.

I miss the beach alrdy. Two days in pd, but I didnt get much time by the beach cos the weather wasnt that awesome for beach-ing. Might drop by to ecp one of these days to lepaskan my rindu. Oh and I kinda miss the late night outs with rangers. Everyone's busy with their own lives now. But thats just the way it goes, doesnt it. Thats fine.

I miss you.
Very much.

It feels so sad and hurtful that sometimes I wished we never happened. Maybe, then I wouldnt have lost your friendship.

Fuanni, you have to be strong.
Insyallah.

I know I havent been blogging much lately. I may have run out of things to write here.
Life's been pretty mundane lately. Other than turning the big 2-0. Nothing much has happened.
The short trip was fun. But I wished it lasted longer. Being in a holiday is one of the most awesomest feeling in the world. So carefree.
Anyways my life is kinda in the slow-moving section. Nothing major is happening. I'm awaiting for a new life to start. Which in the meantime is giving me some free time on my hands to catch up with some friends or just with myself.
I know I'm kinda babbling. And I cant help but feel a tiny wee bit guilty I'm just writing all this to fill up the empty space here. But oh well, the words will come to me when it wants too.
I'm on tumblr everyday though. And twitter too.

Thanks Lena, for hearing me out.

Back from pd.
Ttyl Lena :)

Had an awesome 20th! Out with my dearest Rangers, Blue, Black and Pink. Thanks u guys for the night out! And for e sunflowers! Really didnt expect that and it was so sweet of u all. And thanks for the gift, and e chocolates that came with it. Not forgetting Blue for skipping work, hehe.
I treasure u guys alot. And not just cos of this celebration we had for me. Each and everyone of you. And I hope we wont let anything come between us. Not even any one of us shud come btw e Rangers friendship. Really hope our friendship lasts till the end.
I love all of you.

Yours,
Yellow.

P.s There it goes again. Someone missing shouldnt affect the whole of the friendship, but obviously it does. Lets get through this together aite. :)

Happy twentieth me!