Look up the stars. ☮
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Look up the stars. ☮
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Not even you.
Still staring into space. Recalling the nightmare i had 9 hours ago. Made me wake up terrified and in tears. No one understands. Byebye 2011.
It's that time of the year. Just checked my archives, apparently i've been doing this since Lena first started. So this year's going to be no different. A round-up of my 2011. Let me see.. 2011 saw me: ~ attending friends' weddings ~ continuing my so-called escapades with friends ~ watching my first (and only) midnight movie ~ taking a risk and embarking on a new journey with him ~ experiencing a sleepover ~ getting braided again ~ cooking (haha) ~ losing people who used to be close to me ~ turned as legal as any person can be; legally 21 that is ~ getting my first ever bonus (after successfully staying with the same job for a whole year) ~ becoming rihanna (hahahaha ok, inside joke) So, 2011. Thank you for giving me a chance to fall in love proper this time, to be someone's first choice after always been put second. For introducing me to the world out there. It wasn't as wild as 2010 had been, and no major drastic haircuts this year. But you've taught me well. And 2012, i'll see you soon insyaAllah. Sigh.
Head is aching, and heart is breaking. Please.
I want a vacation. Badly. Don't let your insecurities take over you fufu. Please don't. It's Sunday, I'm in love.
Date with the bf yesterday. So glad we could finally find time to squeeze a date in. But too bad our day started later than what i intended cos the boy kept delaying and even reached late. Hmmph. Nevertheless, me being me. For some weird reason, I just can't stay angry with him for long. I had fun, walking in town with no direction. Just walking and strolling with him by my side, I could do that all the time and never get sick of it. We started off with a late lunch at PS, then walked till we reached taka. We attacked kino of course, one of his fav spots and mine too. Apparently we spent about 2 hours there, and we left with a couple new comics for him and a first one for me. Thankyou you for my first comic. Grabbed some CDs, and we left for 5 with the oh so sedap double choc frappe. Thank you Love for the beautiful Sunday. Just because.
Hari Keduabelas.
4 yesterday, cos you got back. Love love love. Hari Kesebelas.
11 days without you. It has been surprisingly more difficult than I thought it would be. A few days more to go. I'm looking forward to seeing you. I miss you. Hari Kesepuluh.
Midweek is here, Alhamdulillah. Last week was sleepy week, but i dont know why this week seems to be tired week. Anyway, bro got his first choice. Alhamdulillah. Hope he'll be happy & do well for 4 years there. I keep google-ing getaway ideas. Probably won't be able to go for any anytime soon, but oh well. It's okay to dream isn't it. My list of getaway places is getting longer. Let's go? Hari Kesembilan.
One yesterday. Felt weird going to bed without hearing from you first. This is ridiculous and i never thought i would turn into a girl like this. But now that you're not around, i feel somewhat lost and like a loner. I mean yeah, i'm not exactly the most social person in the planet but i used to have at least a friend (or two?) whom i was on-a-daily-basis close kinda thing. I dont have any now, and that took me quite awhile to figure out. I havent been making the same effort I used to with my friends. So I guess everyone kinda gave up on me huh. Either that or i just haven't realised that i've been this much of an antisocial until now. Hmm, guess this can go under #thingsiponderabout Hari Kelapan.
Today, the number 8 is significant for another reason too. One yesterday. As I was under the rain last night, feeling the raindrops on my face. I was wondering if you, were under the rain, feeling the same raindrops too. Take care of yourself.. Hari Ketujuh.
I'm worried about you, but there's nothing i can do except pray that nothing's wrong. Hari Keenam.
Waiting for class to start, so i thought i'll blog something out to keep up with the daily posts for you. Oh, 3 yesterday and i love it. I probably mumbled for quite a bit but i dont care. Haha. So half of Sat has passed, and the other half gonna be spent here in school and later at home. Lepak Sat since sissy's working anw. Ily. Hari Kelima.
I feel like screaming right now. I miss you so much. Hari Keempat.
3 yesterday~ Sissy was disturbing me the whole night about you. Hehehe. Oh, i baked red velvet cupcakes yesterday. Gonna modify the recipe a little next time. And will let you try soon. Good luck! Hari Ketiga.
Managed to get one yesterday.
Went to bed with a smile on my face.
:)
This is random, but thank you for letting me experience one of the simple pleasures life has to offer.
Something i never fully understood until it was with you.
 Sigh.
Have been waiting since 10am, but to no avail. :( Hari Kedua.
There were 4 yesterday. I likee. We're horrible at expressing ourselves. But when we argue, i guess that's one of the ways we express our care. Ily. Hari Pertama.
I came up with the idea of writing a so-called 'diary' here in Lena for you. Well, it's more of the things i want to tell you. Which i might not get to say. Planning to make it a daily thing but let's just see how it goes shall we? So, it's day one today~ Spending time with you like that this past week was such a luxury. Something i could really get used to and yet something we probably couldn't afford to do under normal circumstances. This weekend was like an added bonus. Something unexpected yet enjoyable. Thank you for welcoming me into your world, love. Dictionary please.
What do you call family who do not speak to each other? You.
Not feeling so good today. Gonna head home and rest. Gloomy weather right now. Waiting for noon tomorrow. 18 days leh..
Blogging this while he's busy with his game. And my Sims is out of energy, so i've got nothing else to do. Hi, I'm 21!
This is me typing. Yes, the 21 years 1 day 8 hours old me. So i'm 21. I feel like i should feel something different now. Like this number should change a part of me somehow. But it doesnt, everything still feels the same as it was. I had another great day yesterday, filled with loads of good food and lots of walking too. I feel tired, but hey it's not every year you turn 21 right? Hearing your voice when i came back earlier today made me feel like i was home. |
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